Black and grey all the way.

Today has not fared well for me. I woke up this morning at 6:45 am with the sound of my littlest one crying...hungry. I got up and made a bottle, stumbling to the sofa narrowly escaping stubbing my toe on the corner of the coffee table and from there it just gets worse, within the hour my three year old was up crying for me, I went to him only to discover that his entire body is covered in a rash. Perfect! I am thinking to myself, how does a mother juggle three kids and a full time job, two cats, a dog, a mortgage and a mentally challenged Aunt and Uncle whom rely on her for their basic survival? The answer, Xanax, and lots of it. OK, so I'm kidding about the Xanax, (today). But for today I have resolved to staying in my PJ's and sending the hubby to the doc with the rash man while I attempt to sanitize the home from whatever new invader we have acquired. And today the canvas of my life is looking dark and messy, while the sky is outside as well and perhaps that is the way it is meant to be, for today anyway. Until tomorrow....